I have sisters I hardly see:
The connection is not strong,
As I would like it to be:
Sisters I never knew much
Who does not give of themselves
Like I would like them to be
Who does not visit me:
My sisters text and call, in their own timing,
Sometimes in their own curiosity:
Sometimes to gloat, in my struggle,
They seeks out what is bothering me:
They laugh when I say, “You don’t love me!”
They finds it silly, when I am hurt,
When I feel punish by humanity:
“Be Strong!” I can hear my sisters say to me:
They tells me I deserve to be happy,
But I do not believe the words, that is say to me,
Their body language and lack of warmth,
Shows, their transparency:
With a chuckle, my sisters sometimes smiles,
Behind the telephone line, I can see,
And say, “good for you!” Enjoy your time,
With those, you think is on your side
That you call, your great family:
Still, I hope the bond will be greater,
Kinder, loving, that we both, can feel,
And all the pain, stress, subside,
From my sisters and I,
And know that we are a family,
and that we are all free!
Empress Journee